Sunday, April 13, 2008
I've finally graduated from my CT training, and now, I'm a CT radiographer. Anyway, that aside, CT Scanning is actually rather depressing. Seeing metastases of cancer from organ to organ really really constantly reminds me of death and how lan lan life is. I get patients with stroke in their 30s and shit like that everyday. Really makes me depressed. Really don't know how long I'll take to get used to it, wonder if I ever will. Man....
Life's a bitch, and then you die.
After all the shit one lives through, all one gets is death. This thought really drives me mad. Which then leads to me thinking about my job to help people and to provide "insight" into a patient's body to help in treatment planning and such. This job doesn't earn that much money but I guess, I'm earning much much more than many of my peers in terms of life experiences. Maybe through this, I'll attain Nirvana sooner than everyone else. Maybe I'm just looking for excuses to rationalize my pathetic pay. Anyway... Till next time...
Posted by NuhC at 3:40 PM
