Saturday, December 11, 2004
You can interpret whatever my entries whatever way you want, it's your brain but it's my blog (Please re-read my disclaimer btw). I was seriously just thinking about life in general. It was actually a cocktail of many many many happenings. Some good some bad. Today I was reading Paul Leveque's blog. He mentioned something about friends and enemies which made me think. You people should really read that chap's blog.
Back to my reflections, there's a really long walk ahead. I can either take it slow, or to sprint and stop and sprint and stop or maybe something in between. I can get really really bumpy. It's good at times and can get really really bad. When life is good, it smells like you're constantly standing next to a Famous Amos cookie stall. If it sucks, it'll always smell like a coffee shop toilet. Saw a suicide survivor case during my tour of attachment. It's really sad that people actually have to resort to such extreme actions to escape from their problems. If she was able to let go, I think it would've been so much better. If it was for a lost love, she might have found a new person after all these time.
If I was to mention just the most valuable lesson from Mr Ng, I guess it'll be that we'll have to look at the big picture before taking any actions. If we jump straight it something, you'll prolly miss some other critical stuff along the way.
My brain's in a mess now, don't exactly know which direction my thoughts are going. Till i sort things out...